Monday, October 8, 2012

Know that you have committed great sins.

 If you ask me what proof I have for these words, I say it because I am the punishment of god. If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you. 
                                                                                                                Genghis Khan.

Is true evolution away from the malignant narcissist found in the path of peace and forgiveness? The gospel of live and let live?
Or is it in taking an eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth?
The ease that a child born from dysfunction willingly immerses themselves back in more dysfunction is something I find stupefying. Am I supposed to come back and give the malignant bastard's a free shot in the name of fair play?
I won't submit myself to placate sadistic bastards who's only regret for driving me to an early grave will be that they will have to find a new toy.
When did these misfits ever play fair with us? And that they played their most intense game when we were children! How unfair is that? It was easy and fun for an adult to plow a child under. Their cruelty must satisfy some primal hunger that was denied them as children
Do we represent their younger weaker self that they will forever loath?
Their weaker self that was taunted and bullied like they taunt and bully us.
Do they care so little about us that we are worth more to them as a punching bag than we are as a  fellow human being?
These are all rhetorical questions.
I all ready know the answer.
They will forever roll us under.
Just for sport.
Just because they need someone close that will bow down to and never best them.
I say a big fuck you to that.
I've got one life. I have sacrificed enough of it to the gods of narcissism.
This go's for any one that willingly wastes my time in a mindless off shoot of some other personality disorder.
Fuck with me and get fucked with back.
Whether it be N douche-bags in my real world or N douche-bags trolling on-line.
You better give it your best shot you fat pussies.
Make it count.
Cuz whatever you give me, you are getting back.
If you don't believe me ask the Barbarian.





45 comments:

upsi said...

And it shall be known as the Anti-Gospel of Q.

And he said a big fuck you to that, children!

And the children said, hell yeah.

upsi said...

Cue Ungrateful Little bastards jam sesh.

vicariousrising said...

I've got my electric guitar and effects pedal set to "exorcism". Let's rock!

q1605 said...

So shall it be spoken.
So shall it be done.
We shall cleave the eardrums of the disordered and the disordered will gnash their teeth and wring their hands as though a plague has descended upon them.
And when the disordered cry out to the heavens above, we shall mock them.
And their ridiculous fashion sense.
Then we shall move to the next town to jam and they will be left to cry like jilted wait staff in the rain.

Gladys said...

Jumping in with my mad tambourine skillz! The ULBs are rocking. I LOVE THIS. It is not a popular sentiment here on the webz, but I also say FUCK THEM. "say what again, motherfucker" <-Pulp Fiction.

I don't kick kids or puppies. But I WILL kick a narc, gladly and with much joy, in the throat, and watch it suffer. It isn't so much REvenge as it is AVENGE. (said in a comment to Vicarious already).

If one ever came after me again, I pity the poor fool.

Bess said...

I have no great musical talent, but with the right push-up, I would make a reasonable groupie. And I can scream like a banshee!

Gladys said...

BESS! We gots a GROUPIE i'm squealing! Screaming like a banshee is a fabulous musical talent by the way. Ask Steven Tyler.

Anonymous said...

Good one! As an Acon I've tip toed around my whole life trying not to cause anyone any harm. I don't even hurt bugs and spiders, I put them outside. But when someone jumps over my boundaries and attacks me or someone else, I don't have to put up with it. That's another thing entirely.

Sis

Texarkana Friend said...

"I never hold a grudge. As soon as I get even with the son of a bitch, I forget it."

W. C. Fields

Good advice, but how do we get to the point where we're "even" with creatures like our mothers?

q1605 said...

Can't do it. But any resistance is so obsessively magnified in their heads that a simple shut the fuck up sends them reeling for days.

Anonymous said...

"Stand by the river long enough and you'll see all the bodies of your enemies float by."
Chinese saying

I have seen this so many times, someone screws over and me and karma bites them right in the ass later.

Sis

Tundra Woman said...

And after they've "reeled for days" they'll spend the rest of their lives doing what they do best: Retribution under the guise of:
"I don't know WHHHYYYY the lil' ingrate NC'd MEEEE!"
"..and after ALL I DID for (read, TO) THEM!"
"The (lil' ingrate) is holding a GRUDGE!"
"They're (the lil' ingrate) DISOWNED!"
"So, I made SURE the lil' ingrate is OUT of MY WILL!"
etc. and etc., insert much pissing and moaning, woe are the "victims" who are in reality the perpetrators.
Meanwhile, back at "The Ranch" you can be certain you're being slimed/maligned/undermined in more ways than you can imagine (because our minds don't work that way) and IED's are being planted.
Because they "LOOOVVVEE" you so very much. And if that makes any sense, you're an EP who stumbled on this Blog by accident. "Clear Entry" and try another search for like-minded perps.
TW

Anonymous said...

The only thing that works with people like that is as much distance as you can put between yourself and them. Especially emotional distance.


Sis

upsi said...

T-dubs, you coined our next single: a moody number "insert much pissing and moaning" - Q rails a killer solo after the bridge - a 32 note grudge solo. lil ingrates know how to leave em wanting more. Cue tambourine! Exorcize the demons, VR - groupies, let it rip.

Texarkana Friend said...

Q's Sis, you're right about the distance. Total no contact is the only way to even begin treating the disease that is narcissistic parenting. But I sure would like to contact her neighbors, as Q did, with articles describing how she got her second husband to get rid of her first! I'm looking forward to that Chinese saying coming true too!

q1605 said...

But that's not allowed. Only they can expose you. And if there is nothing to tell they will tell lies.
It's not fair for you to do anything but sit there and take it.

q1605 said...

"Stand by the river long enough and you'll see all the bodies of your enemies float by."

And if Q blows a gasket one of those bodies will be the Barbarian.

Texarkana Friend said...

TW, you described it to a tee, as usual! She's almost 89 and will easily make it to 100 because she's rejuvenated every time she changes her will. That's her only hobby...making what's left of her family sweat!

q1605 said...

HAHA Rejuvenated every time she changes her will. Like a Banshee drinking the blood of a virgin.

Gladys said...

Tex Friend - I sincerely hope you are really going to go forward with your plan! There could be no greater satisfaction than in causing a narc distress. Please let us know how it goes!

q1605 said...

I wish I could have seen the Barbarian's face as she say down there with that N smirk and then have her neighbors and friends start notifying her of the weird thing they were getting in the mail.
These were copies of articles from the Dallas morning news. It's pretty hard to say her son dreamed them up in an opium den fantasy.

Texarkana Friend said...

Gladys, I would do what Q did in a heartbeat if I didn't have a crazy nephew in town who would be an avenging demon for her.....not out of love but just to make sure he's included in the ever-changing will! And I've read and relished your blog ideas on "causing a narc distress"! You and TW are geniuses and need to start that business pronto!

Texarkana Friend said...

Q, you don't know how much I admire you for coming up with that idea and actually carrying it out! You have strong chi, grasshopper. All I can do is MY hobby: reading obituaries...looking for hers!

q1605 said...

I dogged her as much as the law would allow.
If I wouldn't go to jail for it I would throw a tear gas grenade down her chimney and pick her off after I flushed her out in the open.

Tundra Woman said...

******MAJOR HIJACK*******
Today, Oct. 10th is q's 3rd "Declaration of Independence/Freedom from The Barbarian" anniversary. He left the scene of the crime for the last time "...like my ass was on fire," started a kick-ass not-PC Blog and welcomed all the refugees with some Tex-ass true hospitality and truth tellin'.
My brothas and sistahs, I do believe a large round of "WOOTS!" and foot-stompin' is in order! BYOB and raise as many as ya wanna; coffee, tea, NA beverages welcomed of course.
Our get-down truth-teller started his journey 3 yrs. ago today and is still goin' strong!
Can I get a witness?
TW

Bess said...

WOOTWOOT!

Bess said...

WOOTWOOT!

upsi said...

You got a witness right here, T to the dubs! Three cheers for freedom. Q, you are one badass muthafucka.

Texarkana Friend said...

"......and pick her off after I flushed her out in the open."

Poetry from a master!

I raise my 5th cup of coffee as a witness!

Bess said...

Not sure why I wootwooted twice, but it seems appropriate.

q1605 said...

Iv'e been sitting here wondering why my e-mail activity was so quiet. I think it had something to do with me not being signed in. I'm not completely sure but I have I.T. working on it.
Thanks guys.

Anonymous said...

Go out and celebrate your freedom!

Sis

Anonymous said...

p.s. They need Hallmark cards for this sort of thing.


Sis

Jonsi said...

Woot Woot! You got anotha' witness right here, my brotha from anotha motha.

Three years. Here's to many more (happy) ones.

Gladys said...

YOU DA MAN. Seriously, thank you Q. You (really) are the inspiration for my own blog. Irish whiskey raised in your honor. WOOT!

upsi said...

The Ungrateful Little Bastards will be playing a gig in the neighborhood to celebrate your freedom, our first number an irreverent cover of Let Freedom Ring being the opener. We will be taking requests.

upsi said...

My NC tis from thee / sweet to be narco free / from thee I flee / land where my father died / suck it you pig and die / from every blog-o-side / let freedom ring

upsi said...

oh damn I rhymed died with die. okay a better lyric is "suck it you pig I cry / from every blog-o-side"

Bess said...

They're both good. You can take artistic license!

Gladys said...

Upsi, jeebus you make my heart happy.

Tundra Woman said...

I still think q should contact the Funeral Home where The Barbarian made her "Pre-Arrangements" and inform them in an oh-so-sorrowful voice, "Ms. B expired...(sniff, sniff)....early this morning. I know she made her...arrangements...with you folks, so could you please....come...and remove her now? (SOBBB, SOBBB)"
I'd LOVE to see her face-and their's-when the hearse pulls in the driveway and they knock at her door....!
(The devil made me do it, q but I COULD make the call FOR you-just say the word!)
TW

upsi said...

Right back atcha, Gladys!

Tundra Woman said...

I'd like to make the NPs swing/in perfect misery/And chain 'em up in concrete blocks/and dump 'em in the sea

and for all of us who have dealt with the DWI (Dialing While Insane) phone calls at all hours and stalked beyond recognition, here's one that actually contains these words:
"Well I'll be damned/here comes your ghost again/but that's not unusual/ it's just that the moon is full/and you happened to call....."
TW

Tundra Woman said...

And Texarcana? Yo MNM imperiously announced to the Powers That Be, "I will NOT die! YOU can NOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO!"
The Powers shrugged their shoulders and said, "OK. Have it your way....you always have. You'll just fossilize instead!"
And...she is. (There it is: Karma ;) )
TW

vicariousrising said...

Woot! Is this flirting? I guess I'm guilty cuz I love ya, Q. Don't know how I would've gotten through this past year without you.