It's my fathers death that cast a pall over the rest of my life. I think it was Bess that told me her father said "suicide kills two that's why people do it" It sure was a game changer for me. It cast a pall over the rest of my life.
You probably know someone who has lost someone close to to them to suicide, if not, maybe it's you. Or maybe you have planned it yourself. I hold no patent on tragedy. If you or someone you know has taken their life ask them and they will tell you the same thing. It changed me forever. And not for the better.