Tuesday, December 27, 2016

I've had enough.

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23 comments:

Judith said...

Sometimes it's all pretty damn exhausting, isn't it?

Five Hundred Pound Peep said...

Good song. Yeah it sure feels that way. Sometimes you just get tired....

Tundra Woman said...

For you, q: "Behind Blue Eyes."
TW

Joan S said...

I'm exhausted all the time these days.

mulderfan said...

Just ONE more, please: DJT

RazedbyPD said...

Hi q. It's a little quiet over here... Kinda spooky really. Taking a break? Well, Happy New Year! See you in 2017! -Razed

q1605 said...

I am taking a break. If you believe in evil you don't need to be sold on it and if you don't nothing I say will get you to believe. Not you personally the collective you. I guess when your narcs body count gets high enough you will figure it out. Once again the collective you. Trying to turn the volume down is going to litter my mothers wake with one more grave (mine) so I am going to hide under the bed and try to forget that nasty bitch ever existed.

RazedbyPD said...

OK, q. I understand. "I'm sorry" doesn't seem to carry the kind of weight it should. Sounds hollow. But I wish there was something on-line we could do that more effectively kept away darkness/evil. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts then and check back in down the road to see if you've posted some tunes. Take care the best you can and reach out to friends you know you can count on. I've met a few of them here. I'm truly soryy, q, and I hope things get better for you very soon somehow. Thanks for everything. -Razed

q1605 said...

I hope so I spent all after noon trying to get prescriptions filled and the pharmacist keeps telling me my mother keeps denying them. Which is something she couldn't do even if she were still alive.

q1605 said...

That was a dream. BTW.

q1605 said...

I think it was from me thinking of my ex trying to get me off her policy when we first divorced. She was pissed because they wouldn't do it without a divorce decree. But her boss said she was driving him crazy about it.

q1605 said...

IF i had the gas I would take a dump on my mothers grave. That would make me feel better.

q1605 said...

Thanks razed. I usually take a break when I start trying to view everything I see as a potential blog past. That's closer than I need to be to trying to understand psychopaths. When deep down I know that by definition we can't get there from here.

RazedbyPD said...

Yep, yw. And, nope, it can't be done. But breaks are good. Take it easy, q.

Tundra Woman said...

Why is it easier to buy drugs by mail order from some Third World Country than the pharmacy three doors down? Why is it easier to access drugs off the street than from your local drug store? Why do insurance companies make policy holders wait until the day their blood pressure drugs are due to authorize a refill but you can buy the meth that caused the blood pressure issues from your next door neighbor anytime-and for a lower co-pay? How come a dealer will make a home delivery but my pharmacy won't? How is it that my co-pays are higher than the actual cost of the medication? How come the medical profession hands out prescriptions like consolation prizes? How come having white hair automatically means you need medical intervention instead of a box of hair color? Why do I have to sign on the dotted line for sudafed but a one pot meth industrial sized "manufacturer" doesn't? How come pharmaceutical manufacturers can make any drug Controlled Release-except for thyroid replacement drugs which are legal speed?

How come I've never needed to solve a quadratic equation since I was 12? Why does my neighbor "hate garlic"-and love Italian food? How come popcorn with butter always tastes better at the theater? How come we're star dust but we're not "golden?" Why do vehicle brakes fail as you're heading downhill towards a crosswalk full of Mrs. Green's First Graders going on a "field trip" to the police station? What happened to the body I knew intimately for 60 yrs.? Why can the Hubble telescope can see distant galaxies but I can't see 4 ft. in front of me? How come we have more people in prisons and jails than in colleges and universities? How come National Geographic magazine has become nekkid S&M Animal Porn instead of "nekkid primitive women" porn? Why are Sumo Wrestlers called "athletes" -and the rest of us are just called "fat?" Why is an "exoplanet" called an "ex?" And what does the "o" even mean?

How come a "first marriage" is now called the same thing as "your first/starter home?" Why has no one ever gotten off the hook for a single mortgage/car/loan payment but the entire executive roster of institutions that sold that shit in the first place are not only off the hook for the whole mess of a massive economic Fukishema but highly remunerated? How come some people get Golden Parachutes and most people don't get even the standard issue ones? Why is Google smarter than anyone I know-or ever knew? Why do people find their phones more entertaining or interesting than the world around them? How come cicadas know when to die and just do it without fanfare and most people don't? Why don't more people find the reality all human cells come from just four amino acid base pairs joined in a long ass chain, G-C A-T REALLY "amazing?" How come a white horse never shows up when someone yells, "TRIGGER?" Why is every male Canadian doctor I know smokin' hawt? What ever makes someone decide to be a Proctologist?

And finally, why does a slime mold learn faster than ACs to avoid nasty stuff-even though slime molds don't have a brain?
TW

q1605 said...

All relevant questions TW. Why does my blanket turn into a wolf and tries to bite me when I fall asleep? It's unnerving and plays hell with my beauty rest. There an oxymoron if ever there was one. I think I might have been running some fever. I had a flu shot this year so I wonder if I would be sick sick had I not, either way I need to go catch up on my sleep.

q1605 said...

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

Bess said...

💙

mulderfan said...

Pop up to Canada. I'd be happy to help you mend anything that's broken.

q1605 said...

Looks like I once again put Bess asleep. Is that the international symbol for a snore?
M-fan rumor has it you canucks have a sure cure for broken pecker syndrome.

mulderfan said...

Jesus! Is THAT broken too????

Bess said...

It looks like a blue heart from my end...It never occurred to me that it might look different to others. Now I'm super curious about what the symbol looks like to you...As long as it didn't look like a big fractured pecker

q1605 said...

Bess on this end it shows up as a black square. I wouldn't have guessed that something morphed into some thing else in the translation.